7/27/16

Champagne in the shower...

Like slave A. said, I arrived in Spain last morning. And as I expected he did some things I don't approve of. Like putting on shoes when he didn't had to, eating to much McNuggets, and masturbating to pictures we took before we left Belgium. So last night we went for a little walk. I was wearing shoes and obviously he wasn't... And when we got back to the hotel his feet got a good severe hard caning until they were acceptably dirty to go and take a shower.

Slave A. getting his dirty feet caned in the hotel, he wasn't tied up, but he knows if he moves the punishment only will take longer and longer, so like a good slave he takes it.

Speaking of showers.... we went to the breakfast buffet (with some good champagne) this morning in the hotel and I had a nice breakfast, after that we went for a swim and in my opinion slave A. exaggerated with his second glass of champagne. So when we got back into our room I gave him a third ;) it's the first time I took a pee on him and he liked it very much, as he should. My pee isn't something I give to anyone, you have to be a good slave to earn it. To me it made me feel super super super much in control, and so dominant that actually all I was thinking about was peeing on Slave A. I mean, that's like ultimate control right ? I ordered him to go lie down in the bath, and because he's a good slave he did so without questioning what was going to happen. He was lying under me in the bath with his eyes closed, and I started peeing on his face, it was the first time we did such a thing so I didn't make him swallow everything, but the pee that got in his mouth he swallowed. Good slave right ? Slave A. will be having some more champagne during the rest of this holiday probably, and he better enjoy it ! 

7/25/16

The Arrival !

The great arrival of Mistress Izzy's in a few hours ! she'll be joining me for 6 days here in Spain :) So that means 6 days fun, pleasure, discipline, but above all love :) that's still the most important in a relationship. I'm looking forward to the punishments she'll give me for the things I did and wrote down on my punismentcard. And for other things too if she wants. I can't wait to serve her feet, to have the great honor to lick between her toes or lick them clean after our evening barefoot stroll trough the city. Or to be everything she wants me to be! She's my mistress, she's the one I live for, she the only woman I answer to, she's the only woman I love and care for very very very deeply !


Kind regards!

Slave A.

7/23/16

great quote

Last night I read squeeze his hand in public and his neck in private. And I thought it might be a helpful lesson to write it down here :). This being said, grrrrrrr !!! I miss my mistress and she doing that to me !

kind regards,

Slave A.

7/21/16

21th of July: one month since I became an owned slave !

Today is the day :) the 21th of june I became an owned slave of mistress Izzy, and like everything it's been wonderful :) I don't think this is going to be a long post, as there is not much to say. There are of course, like there are a lot of in our relationship, feelings. Me, personally, I feel safe, I feel secure, I am very comfortable with how things are going. But the most important thing of all, I feel loved, and that was a long time since I hadn't felt that anymore. So I'm well, the happiest slave around here :)
I will wear my slave bracelet and my collar with great pride and pleasure for the rest of my life :)

Kind regards,

Slave A.


My slave collar :) I don't wear it all the time, but always with pride !

7/20/16

Missing my slave

I don’t like the fact that I have to miss my slave for so long. I don’t like it one bit. I miss being in control. That’s maybe one of the things that makes me a typical dom: I like control. Even more than that, I love it. And I like having control more than taking control. 

Let me explain what I mean.
Forcing my slave to be tied down on the bed, by physical strength or blackmail or whatever is ‘taking’ control of the situation. Him letting me tie him down just because I want to, that’s ‘having’ control. Maybe it’s only a difference that exists in my mind, and I find it hard to explain but I hope you get the idea of what I’m trying to say here.

Now that he’s away from me I feel like I lost control. I haven’t, because he keeps me updated on the tasks that I’ve given him. But I still feel like something has slipped away from me and I’m going to enjoy taking that back. I’m going to enjoy that so much.


And more than I miss my slave I miss my boyfriend, my rock. And I can’t wait to kiss him when I meet him. And then later spank him until he begs me to stop. Both will be enjoyable.

7/18/16

Crying.... and being barefoot in Spain :)

So, let me tell you the story of what happened a few days ago when I was still in Belgium (I'm on holiday in Spain now.) It was the last night Mistress Izzy and I could spend together before we would be separated for a couple of days and we weren't exactly looking forward to it. Seriously, I kept a smile on my face but on the inside I was crying.

We had a nice day that day, we took a couple of pictures as D/s that we're putting in our photo-book and we had a nice meal that day. In the evening Mistress Izzy asked if I was ready for my daily punishment, and I was, I really was. Before that I ate a waffle out of her hand, because I'm a good slave to my Mistress (Or I try to be at least.) So she started caning me, until I just couldn't take it no more. Not at all because she was hurting me to much, (she would never ever do that) But because I was naked on the bed being caned, tied up, I couldn't move, the only person there was Mistress Izzy.
And that made me feel so relaxed and safe and comfortable. Nothing bad could happen to me, so I just let it go and cried... It was a good cry though. I wasn't going to see my girlfriend for a while and I was going to be further away from her than i've ever been, and I really wasn't looking forward to it at all.
So I cried and I cried in Mistress Izzy's arms until I fell asleep still lying in my Mistress's caring arms and realizing how much we truly care for each other and love each other.

The point of this post is to tell that BDSM is about a lot more than cuffs and whips and awkward sex, I felt safe enough to let my emotions flow as much as

water flows out of a broken dam.
And normally i'm as emotional as a deep sea jellyfish. But not
this time. This time I wasn't only a submissive to Mistress Izzy, but to my own emotions as well. And that happens a lot,
and I like it.... :p A lot...

The rules say, Slave A. should always be barefoot, and I want to be a good slave to my mistress.
As said before, good slaves should be barefoot. 
It says forbidden to enter barefoot, to bad Mistress Izzy's authority is the only one I answer to !


Amazingly good picture of my slave bracelet under water. (I took this to test my new diving photographic equipment.) 

7/15/16

2 hours...

2 hours until the taxi comes to take me to the airport. I'm one of those few people who actually don't want to go on vacation. At least not this kind of vacation, a vacation with people I don't like, people I don't have anything in common with, no one to talk to, and no one to calm me down when I get anxious. Bam ! secret revealed, I have kind of an anxiety issue, or that's what they call it. Mainly, I don't like people around me. Mostly they're rude and unkind to me, so I decided it's more comforting to be alone. Or with people like Mistress Izzy, she's a master in calming me down. Master...Mistress, Master ? never mind... She calms me down... :) and now I have to spend 10 days without her before she joins me in Spain. I'm not sure how it will go but I'll have to do my best. 10 days doesn't seem a very long time, but to us it is. Since we met each other back in November 12 days is the absolute maximum that we haven't seen eachother and that only happend like twice. Once when I was on a skiing-holiday and once during the exams. But now it's a stupid summer-holiday. I mean come on.... You should be able to enjoy your holiday, pfffft, I have the feeling that what i'm writing doesn't make much sense, and it probably isn't, but it's a bit relaxing so I'll just finish what I have to say. The only thing that I'm actually looking forward to is that I can walk without shoes for pretty much the whole 3 weeks i'm gonna spend there. I like that very much and it's one of the things Mistress Izzy orders me to do a lot so I'll might have the submissive feeling that I have when I'm walking barefoot with her when I'm barefoot in the middle of the city. I'll be taking my punishing-cards with me too and like a good slave i'll put a stamp every time I do something wrong so my lovely Mistress can punish me for it when she gets there. And of course as soon as I pass airport security i'll be putting my slave-bracelet back on. People can know I'm proud to be property of my beautiful Mistress :)

Kind regards,

Slave A.

7/14/16

The First Day


First 24h of being collared, and it has been great ! That relatively little bracelet with "owned by Mistress Izzy on it." I don't know if Mistress Izzy realizes how much this bracelet means to me, but I hope she does. A few people looked at it today, given it's not something someone normally would wear, I don't know if anyone read the words on it or not, and to be frank I don't give a crap. 

This specific lockable bracelet is my proof that in our relation Mistress Izzy promises to take care over me. To cherish me and to love me, and the same is vice versa. This bracelet might even have a bit of the same meaning of wedding rings. 

So people of the street ! If you see me walking and you see I have a slave-bracelet on, that not only means that I have a great sex-life, but that somewhere is my other part who loves me very deeply, and that is much more important and worth showing of a bracelet that says that i'm owned.



Bracelet in the Bath !

7/13/16

The day: Collaring day !


Do you know what I like about Mistress Izzy's place ? (besides her and all her kinky toys) (and delicious food too!!!) it's the silence of the night, there's silence at my place as well but it's a different kind of silence. This, at Mistress Izzy's place is of the "hearing a train pass in the distance"-silence, at my place it's "graveyard"-silence. Literally, it's dead, it's empty, I don't like it at all. Here at night I feel safe, I can hear the gentle breathing of my Mistress, the buzzing of whatever's charging and that silence in the night. It's wonderfull ! 

So, what i wanted to say that actually, has to do with what happened last night. It's morning now, and Mistress Izzy is still sleeping. Last night I got collared ! Well, it's not really a collar, it's a bracelet, but the principle is the same. I can't take it of without the key that she will keep. We thought that a bracelet would be much more accepted in our professional lives than a collar. 
We bought the bracelet a little while back at wyredslave, in Great Britain they make their own bracelets and it seemed us a bit more charming than something machine-made out of China. 
Lorri an Jason there helped us really good with choosing what it eventually was going to become, and what has is become ? Man, it's beautiful, it's a handcrafted piece of art, it looks so elegant, it looks so strong, it looks so strong that it wouldn't surprise me if you could pull or truck or something like that with it..... The engraving says "Owned by Mistress Izzy" We had put "Slave owned by Mistress Izzy" but in the initial work "Owned by mistress Izzy" came out and we liked it more... Than it was the question of where to put my slave number on the Mistress Izzy's key and than it was ready, a couple of days later I got it in the mail, that was yesterday :) to order your own beautiful artpiece click here.


We first greased the screw and the lock with some WD-40 because I wouldn't want to have any surprises when I actually do take it of. We put it on and I immediately felt really submissive and I still do. Now I can't at any moment forget i'm owned by Mistress Izzy, and other people can see it too. After we've putted it on and locked it we went out to a restaurant where Mistress Izzy and I went on our third date as a couple, the guy that worked there that evening wasn't there, to bad ! But the food was more the delicious. And I had the feeling that everyone was watching me, and thinking: "Look there a owned slave." That was just a feeling of course nobody could actually see it because we were sitting outside and I had my coat on. But you guys get what I mean right ? We had a cocktail after that and we went home, it had become quite late-ish so I was hungry and the Mistress bought some McNuggets for me to eat on the train home, I had to eat each nugget from between her toes without using hands in the train, there was no one in the carriage, we had it for our own but there could have someone coming in at any time. Man that was exciting to say the least licking her feet in a train filled with people ! Than we went back home where I was severely caned (I had done several things wrong so I deserved it, and I enjoyed it as well. 


I think i'm going to wait until Mistress Izzy's awake and than go to the store or so... it's one of our last days together before I leave for a couple of days so we need to enjoy each other 100% :) 

Kind regards ! 

Slave A.


SlaveA. wearing his new lockable bracelet.

7/11/16

The Tale of Mistress Izzy

I Honestly don’t have that much experience with being a dom. Before Slave A. I had never been in a dom-sub relationship. I never felt the need to read ’50 shades of Grey’. And coming across porn videos in which women get beaten by muscular men who don’t really seem to enjoy what they are doing was all I knew about bdsm, dominance, etc. It always seemed like something weird, something that wouldn’t really suit me. And since I had only been exposed to women being dominated I thought that was the role I was supposed to fit in, if I were to experiment.

Honestly I don’t really remember how the bdsm- conversation between me and Slave A. started. But I remember I felt a little scared. No idea what was expected of me and also scared that our relationship might not work out if I didn’t like it. Unlike me he does have past experience. But I tried being open-minded and I was willing to try it out. If I didn’t like it, at least I would have tried it and knowing what you don’t like is as important as knowing what you do like. And I had complete trust in Slave A. that he wouldn’t make me do anything I wouldn’t feel comfortable with.

And to me own surprise I liked it, more than liked it even. I like the control I have and I like the trust that we have in each other. My slave can trust me and I can trust him. We are both people that worry a lot and have a lot of things going on in our minds.

I have a lot of issues with insecurity and body image. But when we are playing I actually feel sexy and wanted. As much as I control my slave at that point he also takes care me. I don’t have to worry about being insecure or not looking my best. The only thing I have to do at that point is let myself be taken care of by my slave. For once I can put myself first without me feeling guilty about it. During the time that we’re playing I don’t have to worry about myself, I just have to take care of my slave. And I have complete control over what happens, and that is an amazing feeling.

I don’t have all the power though. We he says stop I have to stop. If I had enough then it’s done. If one of us doesn’t want to do something, we don’t do it. It is not just about the spanking (although those are very fun!) it’s about so much more than that!


I think equally as important as the caning and the spanking is the cuddles and the kisses afterwards. That balance is so incredibly important. I’m so happy that I tried this because it has restored so much of my confidence I thought I had lost. And it’s just so much fun. ;)


7/10/16

Spotless Sunday

Next Friday, Friday the 15th, Slave A. will be on vacation until the 5th of August and i'll be joining him the 25th, so I have 9 nights without my slave !! Now, as you know Slave A. is my boyfriend too so anyway, 9 nights is a long time to be without slave/boyfriend....
Last night we tested the whip Slave A. wrote about in the previous post. I quite like it but, the little silk loop on the side is a little to small, but I can do hard hits without using much force. Slave A. started to beg for mercy a little bit faster than normal. But he said he liked it afterwards, so all ok :) 


Another major thing coming up, Slave A.'s collaring ! With the difference that it's not a collar but a bracelet in our case in real life he's a respected medical student and collars wouldn't fit in... So it's a bracelet, but the principle is the same, he can't take it of himself. You need a key to unlock it and i'll be the one keeping it ;) we ordered it at wyredslave.com, it's already on it's way so we're keeping a keen eye on the post-tracker for its arrival. Fingers crossed it arrives before slave A. leaves !!! 


They say you need to worship on Sunday, but at school we learned religion should be open for interpretation :D my feet are the only things he should worship :p

(Actual picture of Slave A and my feet .)

7/8/16

Whip shopping Part II "YEAAAAAY ! I GOT A NEW WHIP !!!!"

Howdie !

I hope you guys are all fine and feeling well and happy :)
Yesterday I was at Mistress Izzy's place, now I'm a day at my place to do some much needed work in my garden, and tomorrow I'll be back at hers :) Yesterday we went back to the local erotic store, I needed to be punished for forgetting my bamboo-whips last week and my normal whips when we left my appartement at the coast. So the only solution was going out to buy a new one :) (our fourth in just 4 weeks) and we came home with this fine piece.

You can't see it to good as it's black on black but the whip says Betty Page, who was a famous boundage model in the 50's we honestly had no idea who she was until we went home and googled her name. But I must say i'm pretty glad it's got some more "culture" behind it than 50 shades of Grey  for example...
We didn't used it yet but we soon will and you'll read all about it than ! So keep a keen eye on the blog :)


 



Kind regards,

Slave A.

7/5/16

3 days without Mistress Izzy

like you've read we had a couple of great days, mistress Izzy and I, we really had a great time the last  few days. But now it's over, for 3 days at least ! I see her again on wednesday, as you know we're a normal couple too, so we do miss each other very very very much. I have one more exam on wednesday and than i'm done for 3 whole months ! :D imagine that, 3 full months to be with the girl I love more than I love myself. We're going to do so much cool things in those 3 months, we're going on holiday together, wbajheozhfipezf I don't know what to write, FUN, that's what will be the general idea of this holiday.

Kind regards,

Slave A.

7/3/16

Absolute pure love

Mistress Izzy is asleep now, and I'm taking a bath (walking barefoot all day makes your feet quite dirty :D) this is going to be a short post. I just wanted to tell you people, that besides the BDSM things we do, I love Mistress Izzy more than anything in the world, before I met her my life was horrible, I attempted suicide on more than one occasion and my depression and anxiety took most of my life. Than on a day in November 2015 I met her and now I enjoy every day. To me she's the greatest gift I could ever have dreamed of. And in the end it all became reality, I'm happier than I've ever been  with the greatest, kindest and most warm-hearted person I could ever have hoped for, and I never ever want it to end !!!

7/2/16

Barefoot trip

Today was once again a great day ! (We're having quite a lot of these the past week) Slave A. and I went to the Netherlands, it's not that far from his place but still, a nice trip.  Like written in the rules, Slave A. was barefoot for the whole time and 2 days ago we came up with a great idea. It's called "punismentcards" the idea is quite simple, 2 cards, one with 10 places and one with a punishment. If you fill your 10 places, slave A. gets punished.


This is the punishmentcard, here you fill in something every time Slave A. disobeyes me.
And if that card is full one like under this one is used to give a punishment, you can use the first for small violations too (if you want ;) )

___________________________________________




So today we used those cards for the first time, we filled in 5 Punismentcards ;) which all need to be carried out tonight, I'm gonna have my hands full on this one... 


Like always I enjoyed Slave A. walking besides me like a puppy all day, I enjoy the total power I have over him and I know he enjoys it too. Like I said, he was barefoot the whole time, and it's sometimes little things like that, it's a bit more discrete than wearing a latex outfit to the streets that screams "I am a Slave". I like him to be barefoot to show he's my very own submissive, he likes to be my submissive and he likes to be barefoot, and to the outside world we're just girlfriend and boyfriend where the boyfriend isn't wearing shoes. And at the end of the day when we're heading back home, i'm already thinking of the sweet sound i'm gonna hear when I let my whip crack on these dirty soles. 

 


Enough blogging for today, Slave A. has been licking my feet while I wrote this post and now i'm going to punish his ;)
If any of our readers would like the card we use but blank, just send us a message we're always willing to send them :) 

X Mistress Izzy

7/1/16

All tied up


Behold my lovely slave A, all tied up. We bought some rope in a local DIY-store. Which is way cheaper then buying your rope at specialty store, and as you can see they work just as well. This is a picture from before I started his punshiment.  Trust me, he looked absolutely beautiful after I was done with him.

After my punshiment slave A. was very calm, and wellbehaved. Like he should be after I'm finished with him. I rewarded him with some cuddles. I like a good cuddle with my slave when I'm done with spanking or other punishment. I often feel that it restores some kind of balance. And even though I immensely enjoy it when my slave kisses and licks my feet I like it more before we start spanking then after.

Unfortunatly my bed at home (we're at my slave's place now) doesn't have any legs. So I'll have to be more inventive with tying up my slave.  But I don't think that will be a problem.

Notice how slave A's feet are pretty dirty? As a slave I want him to walk barefoot with me, he has a big foot fetish so he likes it very much, and I love the feeling it gives me to have that sort of power over him.
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